28 Feb 2020

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पतंगमक्तमसुरस्य मायया हृदा पश्यन्ति मनसा विपश्चितः ।
समुद्रे अन्तः कवयो वि चक्षते मरीचीनां पदमिच्छन्ति वेधसः ॥१॥
पतंगो वाचं मनसा बिभर्ति तां गन्धर्वोऽवदद्गर्भे अन्तः ।
तां द्योतमानां स्वर्यं मनीषामृतस्य पदे कवयो नि पान्ति ॥२॥
अपश्यं गोपामनिपद्यमानमा च परा च पथिभिश्चरन्तम् ।
स सध्रीचीः स विषूचीर्वसान आ वरीवर्ति भुवनेष्वन्तः ॥३॥


->


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X9bOsdHckhg

https://photos.app.goo.gl/A9FvnQEq8XjjNQ6cA



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💕4RealFriends. They couldn't be afraid. They know why. Thank you!

27 Feb 2020

27.02.2020











Dubios?

Dureros


Jurnalul spune asa:

What is real anymore, my dear, this "reality" begins to smell more and more like a directed collective dream? Who are the dancers, who are the actors? And where's my place in all this mess if I don't want to act, and if I'd only dance with myself and who I Love? I drown In "pain". Gloomy sunday mood.

My heart is tellin' you

How much I wanted you


Sleep paralysis  x2 layers. I awoke from one into another. 
1. Shadow man approaching bed, I felt scared for a little while, then I realized it's such an experience & I tried to raise to hug him.
2. Woke up in this room, big thick paper With writing in caps was hanging from the furniture. Fontul era f similar cu Cylonic (Empty font). Habar n-am dc dar instant m-am gandit la cele 10 porunci din piatra (???) + Moise. I wanted to approach and read, but felt like suffocating. I Raised left pointer finger, commanded the entity to leave me alone. 
And I finally awoke in this reality. Before all this happened, I was researching, I suppose that was taken over. 
Drama, dansul aparentelor, cacat. Nu, multumesc! I feel that I'm surrounded by somebody's toys.
Not at all what it seems, or what was meant by design! Careful there, missy! You better watch out for your word selection, or else... Taxmasters galore. No real love. Sorry please, if offensive to any of you or too egoic. But try to walk bare footed for a while (metaphor!).
If all we are is just a mixture of settings, can you please be so kind to let me know where do I hit shutdown?

Evil manages Time like there's no 2Morrow. (A lie within a lie x ?)

https://youtu.be/fMh1e148GX4

Cursed


ABout life & Lies.

Milk and toast and honey make it sunny on a rainy Saturday, he-he-hey
Milk and toast, some coffee take the stuffiness out of days you hate, you really hate
Slow morning news pass me by
I try not to analyze but didn't he blow my mind this time
Didn't he blow my mind?

(Here he comes)
To bring a little lovin', honey
To take away the hurt inside
Is everything that matters to me
Is everything I want in life

Milk and toast and honey
Ain't it funny how things sometimes look so clear and feel so near
The dreams I dream, my favourite wishful thinkin'
Oh, he's bookmarked everywhere, everywhere
True love might fall from the sky
You never know what to find but didn't he blow my mind this time
Didn't he blow my mind?

(Here he comes)
To bring a little lovin', honey
To take away the pain inside
Is everything that matters to me
Is everything I want from life

Oh lay a little lovin', honey
To feel you're gettin' close to me
Is everything that matters to me
Is everywhere I wanna be

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:-< Is there anybody out there? Asking for a friend.

25 Feb 2020

New(s)

My babyyy:

https://photos.app.goo.gl/zjBVVuSJnbJyFg7M8
https://photos.app.goo.gl/zjBVVuSJnbJyFg7M8

My other baby (Here you can see deformed finger -_-) :
https://photos.app.goo.gl/yfgdNVyaxAGFtKnG8

My other babyy (Hard to spot? :p):
https://photos.app.goo.gl/QK6vF8fLD7zPfsZy9

Preening & posing:
https://photos.app.goo.gl/wambHTnCvRXF2TuQA

Legs, feet: 
https://photos.app.goo.gl/2KUK9f1AQ9sYzeup6

Morning kitchenwindow view:
https://photos.app.goo.gl/qdqDkU7b95U2Uow58

Ayy those eyes #transformativefilter
https://photos.app.goo.gl/CYhRiCtuQP8F9X3GA

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O poveste:


20 Feb 2020

February 20, 2020

The explosion of sounds and segmented images was so powerful that it pushed him out of the safe zone, spilling his liquid gaze into a myriad of mirrored memories. 



17 Feb 2020

:(


Instead of white on black
I saw text like that
Today while outside 
Sunlight hitting from 10 o'clock or so...
Felt eerie...


Herky-sparkles.

1/2



16 Feb 2020

Lyrics & More.


It's getting near dawn
When lights close their tired eyes
I'll soon be with you, my love
Give you my dawn surprise
I'll be with you, darling, soon

I'll be with you when the stars start falling
I've been waiting so long
To be where I'm going
In the sunshine of your love

I'm with you, my love
The light's shinin' through on you
Yes, I'm with you, my love
It's the morning and just we two
I'll stay with you, darling, now

I'll stay with you 'til my seeds are dried up
I've been waiting so long
To be where I'm going

In the sunshine of your love
I'm with you, my love
The light's shinin' through on you
Yes, I'm with you, my love
It's the morning and just we two
I'll stay with you, darling, now
I'll stay with you 'til my seas are all dried up


I've been waiting so long
I've been waiting so long
I've been waiting so long
To be where I'm going
In the sunshine of your love

15 Feb 2020

Din tinerete

Aproximativ in ordine cronologica (sper)











1991



1995










   1998

 2002


Urmatoarele poze (Multumita lui Filip) ~ 2004-2006



         
 






De azi: 

 

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14 Feb 2020

H V D

















[Verse 1]
I cut your nails and comb your hairI carry you down the stairsI wanted to see right through from the other sideI wanted to walk a trail with no end in sight[Chorus]The moment we believe that we have never metAnother kind of love it's easy to forgetWhen we are all alone then we do both agreeWe have a thing in common this was meant to be[Verse 2]You close my eyes and soothe my earsYou heal my wounds and dry my tearsOn the inside of this marble house I grow
And the seeds I sow will grow up prisoners too
[Chorus]The moment we believe that we have never metAnother kind of love it's easy to forgetWhen we are all alone then we do both agreeWe have a thing in common this was meant to be[Verse 3]Now where's your shoulderWhat is its nameWhat's your scentSay it againIf it goes fasterCan you still follow meIt must be safeWhen it's on TV[Verse 4]I raise my hands to heaven for curiosityI don't know what to ask forWhat has it got for meThe others say we're hidingIt's as forward as can beSome things I do for moneySome things I do for freex
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11 Feb 2020

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#Predicted

In pain but healing. I will update this at a later date.

  • Skeleton(ss)
  • Rose
  • Lantern
  • Sword
  • Shield
  • Bed
  • White
  • Orange
  • Glass
  • Dirt
  • &More.
https://youtu.be/ECCOzchqZEA

Epeephanies about Animus & Anima, inside/starting to understand more the Out.
Need time to heal, it's deeper than I could've ever imagined.
I'd love to have friends, more than ever, but it's seems more difficult than ever as well.

https://youtu.be/UW7sZ8WnJD0