6 Mar 2020

Strange days

Blogging is FUN!

Everything we see or seem...Is but a ...Awwww No No NO NO!!!
Everything we see or seem...is not what it seems! (Yes-Gps)

0 as Output & The Big O were dancing in a Tree -> K-X-X-X-X-X-G

https://photos.app.goo.gl/7VgiNtmQxNtj2UcU8

https://photos.app.goo.gl/ojip3S7wK8KHnb7z9

Story with pictures and words,
Crystallized & Pixellized
"It is time"



My dear, who stole the meaning this time around?
And what about :Codename: "Brutal Russian"? (A WiFi network with PassWord!)


New Version of True Love is OUT!
Partners in Crime, Punishment 4 Pleasure and other Flavas. Help!


 
I always knew I'm but living in a dream.

 Beings.

 Cookie Secrets. Tasty (With hints of Gingerbread), but I wanted the dark one instead. 💧

 
One of those instances when I just have to take my phone out for a pic :D (Buda de la judecatorie).

 Troll love.

What?                             

  🍯🐝(We'Re here)
?Wrong->Right?
Darkness->Light

 Imma 🔥🐈!

 

Strange days have found us

Strange days have tracked us down

They're going to destroy our casual joys
We shall go on playing or find a new town


 Moon-stone, silver, sunlight, fingers, snake, lacquered nails ~ Transparency ~ #Beauty with Blood underneath the skin, loving everything Real to the bone. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X9bOsdHckhg ♥U *Flares up*

 "Privitorul" • She doesn't have a face • He's missing something in his head. Who are they? (#Coffee #Milk #Bucks #Natural #Art) Is he aware of the Handler, hidden in the Foreground (This one looks female2) ? https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vMPR6Ujop4k Maybe he's not missing anything in his head, he's just suffering from Bad Programming. (Caught in a bad romance).
Infiltrated all throughout our (fabricated)* History! *Sad But True.
Hmpf! This is painful! And wrong on so many LVLs. The fact that some "laugh" about it, as if it's just a cosmic joke, infuriates me. Like breeding bacteria. All the way to... 💔💀
(I love Skulls - See the song above). But hear me out, they look different!) #Russkismile. Mars needs women. 🍫Bits, are you out of your mind? -> https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w9gOQgfPW4Y Spot the differences,,, 💔

 Whole(:sum) or Miss'Ing half a #measure?


Grateful for this wonderful gift(sSs)!♥



 Many eyes. Love-Handle It*!

(*)  Get out of my asshole! + Also, I did not request a voice over this time. Thank you for understanding!

And stop trusting blindly, running around in circles with your o.O s poked out. Bloody hell!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PeMvMNpvB5M

She's thinking... Hoping... To understand... True nature of choice... Cui pe cUI se scoate. Da. Traim intr-un sistem de operare. Undeva, intr-un lichid indefinibil prin cuvinte dulci, dormim... Pentru unii, este somnul cel de moarte. (Sperante false din volumul "Pe cine nu lasi sa moara,nu te lasa sa traiesti"). Pentru altii, dovada ca nu au primit ce li s-a promis. (Majoritatea inca aduna dovezi desi o au pe "Cea mare"). Prinsi sau desculti, cu totii parca selectam prin Clickuri lungi sau scurte o succesiune de vise... Dar pana si chestia asta face parte din iluzia "Celor care ne-au promis".

Picture a hot nurse dressed in white,red,transparent, black, dark green latex, spider legs, ballerina Fetish boots, Detached hands due to too much "Playing the small violin" kept close by Ethereal blue white cyan light. Painful to see. Eyes closed. You open them. Blurry vision. Steampunk syringe. Biiiiig syringe. Juicy red lips. Purple lips. Dead lips. You look like Max Paine for a while. Before you realize what's happening, you drift off the road once more. SO fucking painful!

Uhum. Cate doze precis administrate au dus la aceasta perturbare de mecanism interior?

And whose fucking dream is this?


With love,
pe curand! Secure salutations from Scrotinia ;)

scru•ti•ny skroo͞t′n-ē

  • n.
    Close, careful examination or observation.
  • n.
    Close investigation or examination; minute inquiry; critical examination.
  • n.
    Specifically

"Unlike most other I/O interfaces, such as USBFirewire, and the previous dock connector, the Lightning connector is reversible. The connection is fully symmetrical and the connector can be inserted either way into a Lightning port. This means it is impossible to insert the cable upside down, which makes it easier to plug in and reduces wear and tear on the interface. The order of the pins are recognized dynamically by the device when the connection is made, allowing power and data to flow through the correct channels." 
Definition from The Tech Terms Dictionary

https://techterms.com/definition/thunderbolt -> A fishie told me the right ports are (still) closed. What could this mean? *Deleted mysterious textShouts a voice from the behind. Man, that lady is hard to intimidate ♥ Easy to comprehend now why some get hard just by ⌚ing her. Junkie$! (No pun intended, no judgement involved, it's not a label, it's just a word, in the land of "Word was God").




L8r edit: In pain, aGain? Why? 11 11 11 11. Interpret Reality @ your own fucking risk!

1 Mar 2020

New pics & stuff



Nu m-am simtit prea bine
Am dormit ~ 15 ore
"Lumea reala" -> Tentative de ajustare
Sad. Mad. Rad. 
The pain is real.
The lies only seem so.
The layers are changing.
The dream still lives in me.
Yes, it's all an illusion,
In which I was born a dreamer.














28 Feb 2020

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पतंगमक्तमसुरस्य मायया हृदा पश्यन्ति मनसा विपश्चितः ।
समुद्रे अन्तः कवयो वि चक्षते मरीचीनां पदमिच्छन्ति वेधसः ॥१॥
पतंगो वाचं मनसा बिभर्ति तां गन्धर्वोऽवदद्गर्भे अन्तः ।
तां द्योतमानां स्वर्यं मनीषामृतस्य पदे कवयो नि पान्ति ॥२॥
अपश्यं गोपामनिपद्यमानमा च परा च पथिभिश्चरन्तम् ।
स सध्रीचीः स विषूचीर्वसान आ वरीवर्ति भुवनेष्वन्तः ॥३॥


->


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X9bOsdHckhg

https://photos.app.goo.gl/A9FvnQEq8XjjNQ6cA



🙉😞
💕4RealFriends. They couldn't be afraid. They know why. Thank you!

27 Feb 2020

27.02.2020











Dubios?

Dureros


Jurnalul spune asa:

What is real anymore, my dear, this "reality" begins to smell more and more like a directed collective dream? Who are the dancers, who are the actors? And where's my place in all this mess if I don't want to act, and if I'd only dance with myself and who I Love? I drown In "pain". Gloomy sunday mood.

My heart is tellin' you

How much I wanted you


Sleep paralysis  x2 layers. I awoke from one into another. 
1. Shadow man approaching bed, I felt scared for a little while, then I realized it's such an experience & I tried to raise to hug him.
2. Woke up in this room, big thick paper With writing in caps was hanging from the furniture. Fontul era f similar cu Cylonic (Empty font). Habar n-am dc dar instant m-am gandit la cele 10 porunci din piatra (???) + Moise. I wanted to approach and read, but felt like suffocating. I Raised left pointer finger, commanded the entity to leave me alone. 
And I finally awoke in this reality. Before all this happened, I was researching, I suppose that was taken over. 
Drama, dansul aparentelor, cacat. Nu, multumesc! I feel that I'm surrounded by somebody's toys.
Not at all what it seems, or what was meant by design! Careful there, missy! You better watch out for your word selection, or else... Taxmasters galore. No real love. Sorry please, if offensive to any of you or too egoic. But try to walk bare footed for a while (metaphor!).
If all we are is just a mixture of settings, can you please be so kind to let me know where do I hit shutdown?

Evil manages Time like there's no 2Morrow. (A lie within a lie x ?)

https://youtu.be/fMh1e148GX4

Cursed


ABout life & Lies.

Milk and toast and honey make it sunny on a rainy Saturday, he-he-hey
Milk and toast, some coffee take the stuffiness out of days you hate, you really hate
Slow morning news pass me by
I try not to analyze but didn't he blow my mind this time
Didn't he blow my mind?

(Here he comes)
To bring a little lovin', honey
To take away the hurt inside
Is everything that matters to me
Is everything I want in life

Milk and toast and honey
Ain't it funny how things sometimes look so clear and feel so near
The dreams I dream, my favourite wishful thinkin'
Oh, he's bookmarked everywhere, everywhere
True love might fall from the sky
You never know what to find but didn't he blow my mind this time
Didn't he blow my mind?

(Here he comes)
To bring a little lovin', honey
To take away the pain inside
Is everything that matters to me
Is everything I want from life

Oh lay a little lovin', honey
To feel you're gettin' close to me
Is everything that matters to me
Is everywhere I wanna be

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:-< Is there anybody out there? Asking for a friend.

25 Feb 2020

New(s)

My babyyy:

https://photos.app.goo.gl/zjBVVuSJnbJyFg7M8
https://photos.app.goo.gl/zjBVVuSJnbJyFg7M8

My other baby (Here you can see deformed finger -_-) :
https://photos.app.goo.gl/yfgdNVyaxAGFtKnG8

My other babyy (Hard to spot? :p):
https://photos.app.goo.gl/QK6vF8fLD7zPfsZy9

Preening & posing:
https://photos.app.goo.gl/wambHTnCvRXF2TuQA

Legs, feet: 
https://photos.app.goo.gl/2KUK9f1AQ9sYzeup6

Morning kitchenwindow view:
https://photos.app.goo.gl/qdqDkU7b95U2Uow58

Ayy those eyes #transformativefilter
https://photos.app.goo.gl/CYhRiCtuQP8F9X3GA

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