BREAKING: ~~~ waves of ...? ~~~

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So, somebody told me (Psychicly?) ~ remove Orgasm, remove Anal, remove 5AA (see thingie in one of my recent streams, here: https://youtu.be/BGkhNQkIliI). ~ Not sure what he/she/they meant though, as all these things have different meanings for all of us apparently, even if for me they mainly mean only one thing. And I'm also not into #Politics. 

Latest Orgasm Video hEre: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4emj61K08S4 ~ lol 

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Arhiva (?) cu chestii: Aici. Click. Da, da. Linkul e: https://photos.app.goo.gl/TcC4khdvZ5SJZ5WRA ~ lol

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Am uploadat videoclipurile cu ce am streamuit (Pe Twitch, Prin aplicatia Streamlabs de pe tel ;) ) 

Le gasiti in playlistul asta: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PL5b6q2JRlw29v97NFKsBs7R42DUXJCLAN 

Sincer, as putea foarte usor sa pun LALALALALA

cand pun un link dar am intampinat (LOL - a intampina is like 'to greet' in ROmanian) niste ciudatenii in ultima vreme si incerc pe cat posibil sa vorbesc inteligibil online...

Ok... Trebuie sa le studiez si eu mai aprofundat deoarece ultima astfel de 'sesiune' de streamuit si clipuit... S-a lasat cu niste revelatii ciudate pentru mine... Legate de 4D, electircitate, viteza, medii de procesare, etc. [ aici link: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PL5b6q2JRlw28l_YmWeyA3E8zV_bwnnclp ] ••• LOL - Legate = related ~ Tied to...& MORE. WTF. Cand ma uit pe YouTube cu Speed la 0.25, se aude cumva, dar nu cum ar fi trebuie sa se auda. Nu stiu cum sa explic. E din cauza internetului / pentru ca - din cauza ca (k) Stream ;). Ceva de genul. (Gen ~ ha!! so genul = 'something like this' in Romanian. also, Gender ). Particularitas!

Linguistix!

 Voi scrie mai pe larg dupa ce ma uit si la cele de ieri.

Pana una alta, asta e lumea in care traiesc: 

Somebody thinks it's a tab.

mmm

 (Please don't misinterpret here, look it up for yourselves, what's written on the pack of pads ~ )

Yes. This is the world I live in. Do you have any idea how much it hurts? DODODODODOD

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+ altceva ~ 

 A #bugs #life :

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More from the world I live in ~ 

etc.

"FUnny" NOTFUN on a daily basis. (Basis ~ lol ~  Chemistry class anyone?)

We got class in here ;) 😏

HA!

Thanks for letting me know, emojipedia dot org.

"Appearance differs greatly cross-platform. Use with caution"

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Free market? Stop putting ads in my head.

lil podcast link: https://anchor.fm/ishkira-wind/episodes/BREAKING-efbnkd

lalalalalalalalalalala

Some Conclusions from last podcast:

Thanks for participating in this blog :)

xoxo

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Today's blog post

I woke up in pain after about 3 hours of sleep - am I not allowed to sleep more than 3 hours now? After everything that happened yesterday? 

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is anything else on the menu other than Mockery for today?

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Distress distress distress - not even Speak Now can hear me right, and man they almost gave me a hallucination but I'm better.Always.

(ﾟοﾟ人)

❤️

I don't want to charge you with my #trauma. Also, I am not bi-Polar. Bear hugs!

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Again?

So, I had an episode of SLEEP PARALYSIS again last night, few details I remember:

- Right before I entered the "bad state" an entity disguised as my ex MIL was pestering me with annoying nonsense ~ I told IT ~ 'No offense, but... I HOPE YOU BREAK YOUR CHIN!' Then gone I was...Into the sleep paralysis feelin'.

- Lasted longer this time, I think.

- I felt as if I was floating in blackness and struggled to "Get back into my body" type of sensation

- Floating to the ceiling, all Black, dense, painful. I felt I was struggling to move, to 'swim' through this all, but I was just drifting away.

- Couldn't breathe, felt my Body was struggling to breathe as well.

- This time, The Classic "Leave me alone, you have no power over me" willed as I was in the bad state did the trick and I was able to wake up. 

Pic taken upon waking up:

~With my head on my pillow.~

Oh, I really don't like such experiences and cannot help but wonder about their True purpose, if we can even call it a purpose... What is the science behind this (?) and what about the demonic details? Of course 'it's not just me, mom!'. 

Bye for now...

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PS: Last time when I had sleep paralysis, few days ago, don't remember many details but Upon getting close to the Wake Up part, I saw my body as a mummified corpse ~ This made me conclude that sleep paralysis is an important "Tool" of Death Cultists (Hope you know what I mean ~ general term here) used to Brainwash their victims about Death & co. The mass hypnosis bad spell thing. To make it ''all'' real. The nothing, really (Death of all life). Pfftt.

This is not how you make a girl meet her doom.

You're only showing me facets of broken dreams... There's no truth in this, there's no truth in this, there is no love to be Found here: https://youtu.be/M1ecAXlj5qw Like this. Do you understand? I take it in my ass for you. Why? When did you stop caring? Did you ever...Ever?

When I was with my EX, when i was on my period, I rarely ever wanted to engage in sexual things. And yet again, I had no idea what's really happening! Of all the mischievousness, THEIR plans and what THEY were doing to me... I don't want to give in. Didn't back then either. I am ashamed of how little I know, about my own past, about my own body.

And I still have to have orgasms every day thinking of certain porn things because that's how you programmed me to... WHY? You never answered. Never answered for real. Useless to say I feel used. Every ugly thing I hear inside my own head that I KNOW doesn't come from ME is RAPE. Call it psychic rape/whatever, words don't matter, do they now?

Damsel in distress?

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