Some weird art

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Made this gif using photomosh

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Ce zi.

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Somebody asked me about closeups of my pussy/ass ~ I said to myself, as I always do: I am not that kind of girl; But... Wait... HE MEANT SOMETHING ELSE. Something that could be put in words yes? No? Incomplete?

What do you mean words are mine?

How did we get to interact in this manner?

Hey! I'm putting words here, so you cant blame me for them.

Please sort out this mystery asap.

I am tired of doing things that I'm not the kind of girl for but I COMPLY over and over, as I look how my whole life crumbles to pieces. I don't wanna do me slowly here, as prefera sa vad totul cum se naruie instant... De dragul vietii. Pe care toti o au pe buzele imaginate (nici macar pe alea nu si le pot imagine bine) ~ Dar aparent nimeni nu mai vrea sa vorbeasca despre ce inseamna cu adevarat.

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E un secret

Mistere.

Nu avem ce face.

Sa ma repet nu imi place.

Aceleasi chestii raman valabile. Si dupa expirarea cuvintelor :-<

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Seamana cu ce-am visat cand am visat locatia respectiva. 

{Am fost in vizita la fosta scoala, devastare si acolo. Luand in calcul ce am invatat anul asta, probabil era o devastare totala cand mergeam acolo zi de zi... Ce dimineti... Ce mirosuri... Ce hlizeli de ??? care nu au fost niciodata prieteni ~ Zamberte false, de dupa cortina.}

HA-HA-HA ~ Come together, alright.

Scorbura.

Degeaba.

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Oare el ce vede?

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Something special

Something special, banned on YT.

[initially uploaded 3 parts, same as the ones linked below from my Bitchute, kept getting deleted over and over, I took the full length from my Twitch channel and re-uploaded like this as well, let's see, might or might not get deleted as well. Algos are silly order followers though, a,b,d, don't care ~ I did nothing bad 2 u ♥]

Love is ILLEGAL, in the NOW {You were wrong, Modern Talking, I still loved listening to such music, when I had nothing better to think about}

Highlight on my Twitch channel: https://www.twitch.tv/videos/844663705

Podcast: BREAKING! Here I come. #GoddessAzra #orgasms

Also on Bitchute: https://www.bitchute.com/video/T2p5UW4a0FtL/ 1 ~

https://www.bitchute.com/video/w4w3qeDKBMiv/ 2 ~ 

https://www.bitchute.com/video/Q7JqaziQrkHP/ 3 ~ 

I don't know for sure why this whatevering special more special than others, for me all feel more or less the same, excepting the ones in which Jrks have extra perks because 'space' v, x, and other excuses that mean NOTHING, really [to me]. 

We were supposed to do something awesome in here.

All I see on the walls = Lies.

Hurts like shit.

Like this?

Want more of me?

Can't wait!

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Dear Time, I am not willing to do the same thing one more month, this means, everything {Repeating the same wastes of time in different forms which aren't even that different once you....}, as I already told you. But I write you here too because after all this time, I'm still not sure how you can hear.

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This is not a contest, honey.

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Nothing to win

Nothing to lose

Nothing to do

Nothing to choose.

So why do we do what we do the way we do?

Twee

Chestii

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Waking up to this?

Priceless!

My wish was fulfilled, Petko sleeps at my feet every night now.

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Kitchen window view

A weird clock face of sorts

And another face that came out of nowhere when I was trying to paint something, but avoiding forms (?)

The face of a man who has something to do with what's on the last cover, a face a bit deformed by something that was supposed to feel like a tear but looks like something else.

Thank you for reading!

 

Duty?

Without? Without, why? Without, how, other than using the same thing with the same thing; brainwash, conditioning and triggers. Something is the same; terribly WRONG!.

All the triggers and brainwashes happened WITH, not WITHOUT. They were and still seem to be, about With. [With in MIND]

{Considering current circumstances} I'd gladly take A Without, but I want to choose how and who with, I think it's only fair this way, community. Please, wake up, once and for all. I cannot go on like this forever. I could, obvs, but I feel that it's a terrible mistake, and waste... Of all.

G my inner bitch up! {Quirky over matter}

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My 'Christmas lights' broke - only the blue shows up, but very dim :(

My cat assisted in a lot of ..... I dont even know what that is.

Today he ate from the leaves of my Japanese Rose

Every day something breaks, malfunctions or gets annoyingly and wrongly utilized into the code of MY DAY.

I am not depressed, but I am very sad, and these 'Toppings' don't help, quite the contrary. Not complaining. But I KNOW it's a lie that such things are necessary so we can still live like we do ~ Piled up in the Monster's whateverthatisthatlookslikeathrashcan.

Every time I am upset

mispleased

annoyed

displeased

~ I emit something. Detrimental to my own health according to certain Laws {I'd love to learn more but we're lost in tangles of blurred lines in the benefit of the few who are, well, Wronng, and manipulate said laws & Other flavors as well ONLY to their advantage (NOT Mainly ~ dear Stream, ONLY. There is a BIG difference.)

You create your own reality, they said.

I don't (When it's about my own correctness & true abilities)

I do (When it's about other's plans schemes and whatever that I have no choice with for there.

Zero.

Dears, 

I enjoy writing here, sometimes more than other times, I just don't like doing this 'on cue' for whatever reason. I genuinely feel that the momentary assist is useless overall. 

And... When I am pleased... That is perhaps even more misinterpreted and improperly used. MAKE MONEY OUTTA MY HOLES. 

Hint: There is no money, and nothing to spend it on, once you see a bit from above.

Once you see they type to make you forget, whatever every day means for you, I don't know. I experienced so much weirdness this year, and I certainly don't want to continue.

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Without? Without, why? Without, how, other than using the same thing with the same thing; brainwash, conditioning and triggers. Something is the same; terribly WRONG!.
All the triggers and brainwashes happened WITH, not WITHOUT. They were and still seem to be, about With. [With in MIND]
{Considering current circumstances} I'd gladly take A Without, but I want to choose how and who with, I think it's only fair this way, community. Please, wake up, once and for all. I cannot go on like this forever. I could, obvs, but I feel that it's a terrible mistake, and waste... Of all.
G my inner bitch up! {Quirky over matter}