Bitter smile

Not afraid, not disgusted, however, disgusted feels more appropriate as a word...

To listen to a song I like

because very fast and irrational

erratic

I get the message "Love Me" not through the song or my first intent

♥

Hurts and at times it's quite bothersome.. Disrespectful to self and (who knows who) others that hey I don't know you I don't want to insult you... To love you... "Lie to me"..

If you're sick don't try to make me appear so just so... Oh, wait, you don't know...

*sigh*

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LYRICS 

Stood still on a highway

I saw a woman

By the side of the road

With a face that I knew like my own

Reflected in my window

Well she walked up to my quarterlight

And she bent down real slow

A fearful pressure paralysed me in my shadow

She said 'son what are you doing here

My fear for you has turned me in my grave'

I said 'mama I come to the valley of the rich

Myself to sell'

She said 'son this is the road to hell

On  your journey cross the wilderness

From the desert to the well

You have strayed upon the motorway to hell

Well I'm standing by a river

But the water doesn't flow

It boils with every poison you can think of

And I'm underneath the streetlights

But the light of joy I know

Scared beyond belief, way down in the shadows

And the perverted fear of violence

Chokes a smile on every face

And common sense is ringing out the bells

This ain't no technological breakdown

Oh no, this is the road to Hell

And all the roads jam up with credit

And there's nothing you can do

It's all just bits of paper

Flying away from you

Oh, look out world, take a good look

What comes down here

You must learn this lesson fast

And learn it well

This ain't no upwardly mobile freeway

Oh no, this is the road

Said this is the road

This is the road to hell

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And it's not all smoke and roses.

:)

Multumesc pentru flori!

~ discovered this today - Yay!

Handle with care.

Joaca de-a texturile ^^

Prima poza pe care am facut-o dupa ce am fost la vaccin. Apoi cineva mi-a sugerat ca nu vad bine culorile, si asta m-a intristat... WTF.

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