Hi! It was nice talking to some of you when I was out, even if I still don't know why & how. Knowing more of both why & how is important to me, not to butthurt anyone else. Sometimes I wish I'd do other things when I _ _ _ _ _ do things though... Like... Choose who I talk with, not with 'whatever comes along the way'.
Grateful for some things, thank you, also, not knowing who to thank makes me sad. 😢
I liked that guy (Seba), I liked others too. Why should I think about that now? Been so many years (oh, why did I get pain writing this). There were many guys that I liked, that I didn't talk to too much or interact with.. Why I liked them? Dunno, I wasn't looking for anything in particular, I liked them more than others, yes, but does that even matter? To me it doesn't (at this point + dwelling on past memories doesn't soothe any ache for what I learned in the past years is too.... ..... ). Same, doesn't matter why I stopped liking them.
If I wanted (to do?) more with anyone (meatsuitface) from the past, I would've pursued such path.
I 'scanned' the mall today, and found No one That could be a 'potential interest' for me (romantic, nothing about money here).
When I was bk home, guy on the TV said that there are 2 (sounded like: at least 2) on the northern hemisphere (!!) ~ Shining Together - Are we? For me, the lil adventures when I'm out, hmm....
I cannot fully appreciate something not knowing the basics (according to my own criteria of categorizing things).
Beautiful space themed picture - THAT'S HOW A NAKED GUY LOOKS LIKE? For me, Dezbracat de straiele lumesti meant something different, I wasn't expecting to get such an answer (hint/suggestion more than answer). I see no body parts btw.
Total lack of excitement has a weird effect on me. Nobody was Truthful Enough, not even (whoever was talking through) that wise lady, "Cand stii de unde e, nu ai cum sa te mai bucuri". ~
Sometimes it's confusing to imagine all sorts of stuff, when I close my eyes, or go out.. De mult timp e Prea Putin ce as vrea eu, si mai mult... Inspiratie... Nu cred ca sunt ganduri furate. Cand ajunsesem la etaj si ma apropiam de restaurant, mi-am imaginat (?) basketball players, I was fooling around and dribbling the basket ball very fast... Dunno why.. I get no satisfaction from these thoughts, not even momentarily. I ordered a Happy Meal and got a basketball themed surprise. I appreciated some hints too, dar ce sa fac cu ele?
The possibility of knowing WTF happens - this gives me a bit of 'hope' ~ Fascinating things. I don't think that if I understood all I would stop being interested or I'd be more sad/disappointed, or some bad tendencies would be more exacerbated, etc.
Gonna go to sleep soon putting some Hydrogenated Polyisobutene, Carthamus Tinctorius (Safflower) Seed Oil, Aqua/Water/Eau, Butyrospermum Parkii (Shea) Butter, Diisostearyl Malate, Bis-Behenyl/Isostearyl/Phytosteryl Dimer Dilinoleyl Dimer Dilinoleate, Tribehenin, Hydrogenated Palm Kernel Glycerides, Ethylhexyl Palmitate, Euphorbia Cerifera (Candelilla) Wax/Cire de Candelilla, Pentylene Glycol, Olea Europaea (Olive) Fruit Oil, Tridecyl Trimellitate, Hydrogenated Vegetable Oil/Huile Végétale Hydrogénée, Melatonin, Sodium Hyaluronate, Lavandula Angustifolia (Lavender) Oil, Chamomilla Recutita (Matricaria) Flower Extract, Euterpe Oleracea Fruit Extract, Lycium Barbarum Fruit Extract, Rubus Villosus (Blackberry) Fruit Extract, Vaccinium Angustifolium (Blueberry) Fruit Extract, Camelina Sativa Seed Oil, Albizia Julibrissin Bark Extract, Oryza Sativa (Rice) Bran Extract, Helianthus Annuus (Sunflower) Extract, Rosmarinus Officinalis (Rosemary) Leaf Extract, Ipomoea Batatas (Sweet Potato) Root Extract, Opuntia Ficus-Indica Stem Extract, Hydrogenated Palm Glycerides, Gluconolactone, Glycerin, Tocopherol, Sorbitan Oleate, Butylene Glycol, Isostearyl Alcohol, Malic Acid, Citric Acid, Sodium Benzoate, Phenoxyethanol on. Luckily, Phenoxyethanol is the last on the list.😿😹
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