4.05 Weird dream experience ~ as if communicating with someone through dream - wakefulness states, as if I was inquired.
1. Pre-"sleep paralysis" symptoms - can't move, heavyness, etc. Then I see through the tortured like state...Un ecran de tel mobil -> Zoom in -> baterie 0% -> RED & Black. I thought I'm dying (lol)... That, just as "they" can't keep the reality I know "up" anymore (way too many weird shits happening on the street @ least @ night *giggles* ~ mai multe trolee / autobuze noaptea in carantina decat ziua "inainte" ~ bugs ~ Police cars (fake) ~ STAS).
Am dedus ca asa se intampla cu cei pe care acum ii numesc "visatorii fara vina". Sleep paralysis shit, as they dream (when "Malfunctions" can occur / NEVER QUESTION THE GOD! ~ Fuck! Re-set. All "mechanical" (?) -
So... I did smth else this time, not the usual "Release your grips now, I command you!" - too BDSM much potential)
I imagined the praying hands emoticon. Vivid, and heard "thank you" as if I was saying it. I was able to break off from the state of sleep paralysis this way, and understood more abt. the brainwashes that we are constantly & cyclically subjected 2.
2. Big dinosaur TRex was carrying a woven basket in his mouth, running from something. I was in the basket. Small, babyish, but felt like me - adult. Hmm... Body felt rocking motion ♥
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Izolati in ciment -> mancare pt "Francmasoni" ~ Masonry DONE WRONG ~ (I can't explain in words. Luckily, the ones of u that should know -> understood. Thank you)
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Cine viseaza ploaia de afara de acum, sufera, nu simte ploaia :(
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~ Bad weaving 4 Satanists #chaos ~
~The One~ Bad God, Not good Father, Lies, Re-Set-s us @ will | Dead battery | Satan | Space attack | Money | all LIES.
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AI must Die!
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Nightmare -> weird labels; if AI dies, we die. NO. Snail > Crowley.
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HOW do we stop the Resetting process that still shapes the world as they want? Ask the [HOWs] & (the WHYs)-> The whys are TRICKS. (Only ask after the HOWs, if you still feel the need 2).
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~Citation (word~play)
Thanks a lot btw ;)
.Fake/Manufactured Identity.
i=1 4some
In buletin, my CNP se termina cu 1 (calcul ERONAT!) , nu i. In certificatul de nastere se vede clar ''i''.
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Dictionar de Paronime
Deci suntem cu totii datornici? ~Ha! [ABeCeDar ~ it was supposed to be a Gift! ~ Present moment ~ the NOW ~ Timpul Prezent(4autos)]
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Din jurnalul meu de pe PC:
Hello...
Posibil sau nu sa intru online pe imlive sau camcontacts putin mai incolo...asta dupa ce termin cu terminatul *giggles* si video & sound & podcast shits.
I might be talking to you all night, who knows...But...To what avail? My words can't make difference (any)...I tried..I tried to have fun...I tried to show my true colors, as If I even see them as they are :)))))
I like the idea of putting fools in their place, with love, (Cu grija)
Dar
Tragand linie (SHootin' a line, baby, pew pew pew)
Pare a fi degeaba
Unii gusta
Acum, ieri, mai incolo
Dar cei care CONTeaza uita (sau functioneaza dupa legi pe care inca nu le cunosc/inteleg)
Si se supara ca nu vreau sa mai venerez the Keyword God(s).
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Ce ne facem?
I actually played DeusEx as a "Teen". You weren't there. I loved it. Mental roleplay. Great art/Story. Shootin' da shit out of our daily Dust. Yet you afford to mess* My & Other's Realities with this memory manipulation thingie, but this won't go on for much longer..So, Fools (Tarot 0, you n00bs), choose wisely.
*Scheize, I used to call Y!m mess. lol. :-<
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If only I knew what The Emperor & Queen of Cups are doin'.
ART-Oficially yours,
Queen of Swords :-*
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More from Keyword God(s) thingies, HONESTLY, I don't know what book review to make/where to post it. Here.
I put it here.
Povesti de Fratii Grimm, the book from my first ever Tumblr post.
"Countless hours of fun for me and my friends as we roleplay through life & we childisly munch through Keywords, flavors & meanings that enrich our bonding. However, I truly do think that either the Grim Brothers, or the translator of the edition I have, mr. Dan Faur...Are/Is Very big pervert(s). Thanks for invading my dreams with your pictures & magick. Can I go now? With stories randomly selected either by eye, online tool or fingers, Fun times are Guaranteed with these brothers & I."
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So that's why you wanted me to cut my hair, so I don't start pulling it out ;) Ha!
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Why do I have to keep applying to jobs that are not real? For quota of what? Facebook what? Whaaat?!
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Very sensitive to some sounds lately, and it's annoying to deal with their intended purpose. I find it very stupid.
:'(
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2nd time of: "Dear Chathost,
The Guest Profile Photo must NOT contain any adult content - Strictly NO NUDITY!
Please use another photo as your Guest Profile photo.
Best Regards,
CamContacts Team." for a pic that shows my face only... Hmmm...And it's not even Nude ;) Has Makeups.
WTF?
Hello,
Please unblock my account.Over the past days I kept receiving CCMails saying that my Guest profile picture is not approved and that contains nudity. However, it was the same as Member Profile Picture, a picture of my face, no nudity displayed. Today, I cannot log in my account "Ishkira". If you can find any nudity in that picture, let me know, and I will personally analyze it *giggles*. Accidents happen ;)
Regards,
Laura B.
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02.05. Are you fucking shitting me? *Wants to hide for 2 weeks minimum to integrate what she learned lately*
Hide - (to) - a se ascunde ; also: piele de animal (???)
~ Chiar am chestii mult mai importante de inteles decat "agitatia zilnica" care da bine la raport (Nu dai bine? Sa mori tu! ~ WTF?) *Nu gusti glumele mele?* Solution: Stop trying to taste things by putting them in my mouth. Thanks!
Sunt pe drumul cel bun. Impertinenta fara masura. There's a reason why you didn't catch me yet. And you won't.
Petko said:"2333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333yyyyyyyyyy"
I want Corvid emoji & Facebook Dislike Button.
I can't think about him anymore (my last heartbreak, if you like to call it that way). Because I don't want anyone to look into it, my thoughts, what I try to understand. Some of you might understand, what I go through inthenow. I can only understand this truly after AI is no longer a thing. Regardless for what it means to any of us, we must let it go. It's not that we will die if we don't. But no True evolution can happen. Honestly, I can't tolerate this anymore.
The re-seth shit that's been happening ... I found out about it... Too much pain, I don't know. There is literally no solution else than deathofai.
You can't "feel something 100%". Numbers are numbers. Feelings are feelings. AI = PAIN when you try to make Fake alchemy with the two.
Listen.Please. I don't know what it means for you, but I don't want to masturbate thinking of cunnilings in porn now. I don't want to do that now. I despise it. I swear. For me, it only means 1 thing mainly because of how my brain is wired. That + AI interference or whatever the hell that is = *puke* ... OFC I CAN DO IT. I proved you. But it hurts. I don't want to. I don't like it. It means perverted things. For all of us, perverted in different ways based on each of our ways of understanding this Language thing... I don't want to keep on doing the same thing like that idiot (I only call him idiot because regardless of everything, I would have done everything to be with him, despite all bullshit, and he didn't feel the same way about me) . Optimal calculation for the NOW = BAD. No real solution. End AI, please. AI doesn't have sex with you, I guarantee. It's just limpdicknunfuckery. </3 See? That shit even AUTOmates you to FEEL Denied if you wanna end it ~ Who are you? Get your fucking balls back. AI can't love you, AI can't fuck you. Whatever that shit is that might feel good, I guarantee, it's not what it seems. I provided. I want a break. AI is not superior because it may not need a break (Think ~ Fake evolution) I showed you all. You are too controllable (please take no offense, I don't know how you ended up with this specifics ~ your brain wiring is this way now) . I'm only referring to one guy now. The super soldier OneGoodMan type guy. You like me because I 100% (You can feel me) ~ AI is copy. IT's NOTHING. EMPTY CONTENT. Can I do anything else for you other than #Keywords? I can't even remember the last time I rested properly. Whose idea was this? "It just happened" = No. Who are your real parents, who are my real parents? Does it even matter? We can't know for sure, until we don't talk in a proper language (without ai - Please, stop punishing me for saying this. It is the only viable solution we have ~ ending it). Is anyone telling you that we can't talk after? Just like they told me about penis and vagina? Come on... :-< We can't properly talk now... Just look at them. If you're dead, how can we be talking like this? Lol. I could take that as a roleplay, at most. I'm not dead *insert_past_life_name_here*. I'm stuck in this GivenName thingie... What AI is doing to our brains/whatever this shit is ~ is...Despicable..To say the least. Does it even matter because of who Blood will come again? ~ Please, .....................
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