..

 

Woke up today, hints: Muse New Day; New version, Made in Germany (?)

Sad. 

Nothing new. 

Around me, only lies. 

Positive. 

Despite the 

reasons (which aren't even 

real reasons) 4 noise 

vary; result is 

~

 the same. 

Same shit. 

I'm not willing to participate in same thing with the same thing & to that over there who invoked "T"; know that ALL MY LIFE I wasn't allowed to be "in tune" ~ key moments (with)... Manipulated signals (output)... Against my will. Soul stuff. Not chemistry. ♥. Also. I don't want to talk to u we both so much better silent to eachother. Last winter was a dream. Blue Octopus sticker found on the ground in the playground nearby.

Beautiful  art ~ Celestial Tarot deck 

?

It's always been this way ~ 

I'm not feeling good. But at the same time, I am...

No, it's not enough. But at the same time, it's not necessary.

~ Every day when it's (somehow) expected of me to masturbate and have orgasms is not a day when I can live and actually do the right thing. {No way}

The pain is insane, too many things topped on top of eachother and they didn't even begin belong in the same container to begin with.

Oh, how I need healing from what this past year brought upon me, upon us all but in a weird dialectic manner, not what's on tabloids. :(

I don't ike masturbating thinking about anything. I access modules and programming to do it faster or slower depending on things that honestly! don't really matter.

Why I don't just do it watching sexy pics or porn this way stimulating "" programming enflowering and TRYING TO DO DO DO DO in a different manner?

I already did! I remember! Deadend upon deadend and glorificatio of INHABITANTIONS and not of the Sun.

United Nations hoaxes. 

 

(((

Death whispered. The pale girl (me) did not feel a thing. She watched them press buttons mindlessly altering their coordinates to hopefully hit a different note and catch the recording so they can send more food from the Empire of lies... I remember every time we . in the X before... Me and death... Death and me... Innocently just being myself, trying to enjoy each of those days as I could... Until today... Today... Was different. Deluded / found.

"Bent corners"

Why today different, you may ask? Well, today, I woke up in conversation (a communication that I have no way to opt out from, because of Artificial Intelligence ~ makes me very sad  no blame game just the truth) ... Expected of me to masturbate thinking about... I have a small mental list already...

That's why

Swimming in lies I was as well in the past.

Not neglecting

Being tested on yes. Always.

I remember the hatman.

The 'glitches' 

And many other things.

Makes no difference whatsoever.

*stamps dirty fingerprint here - index finger, right hand*

WTF

It's not bloody, It's RAINBOW!

Byeeeeeeeee