No sign/all

 How can I live seeing shit like this unfold Daily, before my eyes, nothing of True Value being permitted (or) encouraged (no, its not encouraged if its being sucked out!).

No words make sense and yet I still have to do this shit every day how many months have passed now? And why? 19999 didn’t exist. I don’t care you got all excited, The one who made you feel that isn’t wasn’t and will never be real either. Guess what

I am [real] and I HAVE NOTHING TO DO WITH MY REALNESS YET AND THIS DRIVES ME CRAZY ~ It’s Unacceptable! Real does not mean the (how we’ve been trained to perceive the) Physical form. But something else much more complex, that numbers will never be able to comprehend on their own or through failed prototypes of bonding / pairing~

Thank you for the hints /--.--\

Tarot message: Ten of Wands. "Too much" ~ It's in vain.

NOBODY WAS DOING ANYTHING, ANYWAY.

NOBODY WAS DOING ANYTHING, ANYWAY.

NOBODY WAS DOING ANYTHING, ANYWAY.

NOBODY WAS DOING ANYTHING, ANYWAY.

NOBODY WAS DOING ANYTHING, ANYWAY.

NOBODY WAS DOING ANYTHING, ANYWAY.

NOBODY WAS DOING ANYTHING, ANYWAY.

NOBODY WAS DOING ANYTHING, ANYWAY.

NOBODY WAS DOING ANYTHING, ANYWAY.

NOBODY WAS DOING ANYTHING, ANYWAY.

NOBODY WAS DOING ANYTHING, ANYWAY.

NOBODY WAS DOING ANYTHING, ANYWAY.

NOBODY WAS DOING ANYTHING, ANYWAY.

NOBODY WAS DOING ANYTHING, ANYWAY.

People have been sending the correct signals for Years. Nothing that I could say or do could make any difference. Repeating is for sillies. No, this is not how we learn. I know.

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